i hope you understand,please don't judge me being the oldest daughter of 8 siblings and the only person who generates income for the whole family. I have learned that life the hard way at the early stage. Hence, the more reason I need to keep this job I have with chaturbate. This is not the kind of job that I can be proud of but if this kind of job brings food to my family's table then I am more than happy to keep it.At, 20 I started scavenging for work and job opportunities to lift the poverty state in our family, and now I'm 25 but we're still at the cliff of death. I don't think that dying poor should be considered "fault" because you would say that it's a "choice" , but rather I call it as destiny. No matter how workaholic you've become, you can't really escape the parallelism of paucity. Your wages and compensation that you get from taking double jobs will just swift away from your hands in a matter of minutes, because you have to pay your bills, your inherited debts, your tuition fees, your allowances, and your daily needs, and nothing would be left to really save for your "entitled richness" . This is my perspective as a daughter who since then felt the hit of poverty, you might not able to experience this firsthand because your family is really well off and your parents are capable to support you without thinking the food you'll be eating for the next day, for the next month, or for the next year. If you die rich coming from being poor, well good for you, but do not ever make it into general because you do not know where everyone else's coming from.I am a woman with ambitions in life, but those ambitions will have to be put on hold for a while to let practicality takes over. I am looking for a friend, a distant lover or a lifetime partner. I am hoping that though this site as not as ideal in searching for love, still I'd find it here anyways.